Friday, April 16, 2010
10 months and 4 days.[5 days worth of pain.]you have lots of excuse to cover up.
but you know something.
your attitude and behavior, frankly speaking.
ABYSMAL!
you're a selfish person who only thinks only about you and your own self!
you hold your friend of more importance than me!
you only believe that i MUST do everything your way!
and when i get sick, who gets the blame?
ME!
POOR FUCKING ME GETS THE BLAME!
when i'm tired and stuff.
WHO GETS THE BLAME?!
ME AGAIN!
WHY?
because poor fucking me loves you so much,
i sacrificed my time, energy, effort, sweat and blood FOR YOU!
WHAT THE FUCK DO I GET IN THE END?!
ever since school reopens,
you just ignore me.
friends are SO MUCH MORE IMPORTANT den me.
you wun wait for me after school even if it's just AN HOUR.
you wun hang out with me when you can.
friends call you, go.
friends need you, go.
friends ask you wait, go.
friends ask you accompany, go.
what about me?
girlfriend call you, whine. late. lazy.
girlfriend need you, whine. lazy. asked to be independent.
girlfriend ask you accompany, whine. late. lazy. excuses.
girlfriend ask you wait. whine. lazy. excuses. attitude.
different eh?
friend your god,
girlfriend your dog?
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seriously, if you just want a FUCKING COMPANION.
you can just bloody hell hire an escort for all i care.
you dun bloody hell care and think about me and my feelings anyway.
why should i bloody hell care and understand you?!
tell me la!
you always say i dun understand you.
do you even understand me not?!
you just threw me aside.
i even cried just to let you know i miss you and i so want you.
i thought you knew.
but your actions and behavior just break my heart apart.
urgh!
WHO AM I TO YOU ANYWAYS?!
8:30 PM
